Ugh [shudder] awful dream!

That was entirely weird. In my dream, I dreamed that I had another baby, fairly close to this one… and was nursing both, but hadn’t seen or nursed one of them in about three days!! Both were boys… both were quite small. But the one I hadn’t nursed was the older of the two, and was lethargic when I found him, but not “wasting away”, but also not interested in eating. And I couldn’t remember the baby’s name, and I couldn’t even remember if I HAD another baby. And in the dream, I woke up confused and was asking my friends if I had another baby… it was very sad and weird and … sad.